Friday, 19 August 2016


Love is like an aeroplane
You jump and then you pray
The lucky ones remain In the clouds for days
If life is just a stage
Let's put on the best show And let everyone know

Cause if I have to die tonight
I'd rather be with you

Cut the parachute before the dive
Baby don't you cry
You have to bring me down
We had some fun before we hit the ground

Love is like a hurricane
You know it's on the way
You think you can be brave
Underneath the waves

If life is just a dream
Which of us is dreaming And who will wake up screaming

Cause if I have to die tonight
I'd rather be with you
Cut the parachute before the dive
Baby don't you cry
You have to bring me down
We had some fun before we hit the ground

Cause if I have to die tonight
I'd rather be with you
Cut the parachute before the dive
Baby don't you cry
You have to bring me down
We had some fun before we hit the ground

Cause if I have to die tonight
I'd rather it was you
Cut the parachute before the dive
Baby don't you cry
You have to bring me down
We had some fun before we hit the ground

Sean Lennon - Parachute

Saturday, 6 August 2016


But If you knew you might not be able to see it
again tomorrow,
everything would suddenly become special and precious..
wouldn't it?


I want to live simply..
I want to sit by the window when it rains,
seeing flower falling down..
and read the books i'll never be tested on..
I want to draw because I want to,
not because i've got something to prove.
I want to listen to my heart, my body,
fall asleep when the moon is high and wake up slowly,
with no place to rush off to..
I want to go place where nobody know me.
I want not to be governed by money or clocks
or any of the artificial restraints that humanity imposes on itself.
I just want to be..

Sunday, 26 June 2016


or whoever you are..
The people they go back to in the end..
The home inflicted upon you outside the home..
and the scars inflicted on you by life itself..
and even the pain inflicted on you by family.

The people who always hold you and stand by you until the end .
in the end..
it's FAMILY.

#secondyears Ramadhan without you Ma...there's no day that I didn't miss you..
01:19 a.m

Monday, 14 March 2016


so now Valid love in the final episode..
the show ended.
so that's mean I can't see Kim Joon(LeeSooHyuk anymore) ssoooobb ;(
I think Valid Love tried to tackle a topic of infidelity,
of the emotional kind, and show the human aspect of it.
There are no good guys or bad guys on this show
(other than those bystanders)
and I think the show was very true to that.
Instead of painting any sort of picture or pushing us to root for one couple over the other,
we’re presented with very flawed characters.
Being flawed will make you hate them, love them, and care for them, because they feel real.. 


1. Il Ri and Hee Tae talk to each other.

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They eat together. They cry together. They feel thankful and Il Ri stays the night.

2. Hee Tae thanks to Kim Joon

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Hee Tae walks into Kim Joon’s place so he can see the view.
If Il Ri stayed the night and things happened,
then for him to go to Kim Joon with an air to his step is kind of ballsy...
He thanks Kim Joon for letting him see his problems in a different..

3. Il Ri paints, which further signifies that she’s living her life again.

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Instead of sticking to the same dull colour of paint at work,
Il Ri gets inspired and decides to let her artistic expression all out and have fun with what she’s doing. And just like the flowers that are all blooming and vibrant with life,
Il Ri is finally letting go of pretending and experiencing life once again.

4. Kim Joon tells the woman who has been trying to see him to stop seeing him, she’s probably his mom.

Giving Kim Joon a family like this is nice, but I wish she would have shown up more often on this show. He’s been tied to Il Ri for so long that he didn’t have a story to call his own, so something like this would have helped him a great deal.
Il Ri had Hee Soo, Hee Tae had family problems and Sun Joo,
while Kim Joon’s only storyline involved Il Ri.
This would have added some really nice depth to his character if his mom showed up more often. He kept saying that he had no family, while being afraid of calling his immediate family, family. It would have been perfect.

5. Just like how Kim Joon got Hee Tae to meet with Il Ri,
Hee Tae did the same thing for him so he can say goodbye to Il Ri.

They may not be together, but the bromance here….. *wipes tear* If only.
The former affair couple smile as they say goodbye and then walk away from each other.
I wonder why Kim Joon has to leave, but oh well.
He’s going to be working with other people this time instead of by himself
so he won’t be so lonely there.

Yi Ri is leaving abroad for a year and tells Ki Tae to wait for her.
Miss Go and Mr. Jang share a meal together with
Hee Soo there with them.

Hee Tae then narrates the following quote,

“Is there an invalid love in the world? 
We’re weak enough to fall in any kind of love. 
We break and shatter because we’re weak, but grow bigger in the process. 
Is that why the silver of sunshine on the inevitable spring day is so welcome?” 

To answer your question,
there are some invalid loves in the world…
I just won’t mention it here because this isn’t the time or place.

And that’s the end.
We see another painting from Il Ri and just like last time,
there are tons of flowers in bloom around it...

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tengah tengah duk fikir sampai rasa nak pecah kepala ni
nak batal ke tak trip bulan 10 nanti.
yela aku fly solo ke Italy,
even Kak Nisa & lain2 dh tunggu kat sana,
still jugak aku takut2.
buatnyer aku tersesat time transit kat Doha nanti acano har?
mati la makk nak!T__T

Seharian aku duk fikir nak mesej Kak Nisa hari ni utk batalkan booking.
sampai solat pun tak khusyuk -.-
tonight someone whatsapp me!
Nak cari teman utk trip ke Italy & Austria nanti.

ni signal ke utk aku?
supaya jangan stop di tengah jalan?

ya Allah.
Engkaulah sebaik-baik perancang!
permudahkan segala perancanganku.

Sunday, 13 March 2016


ooohhhh my ohhh my..what should I do?


lee Soo Hyuk as Kim Joon in Valid Love drama..

what attract me?
lee Soo Hyuk of course :P hahaha
This drama is rare.
Not like almost kdrama,
there's no Prince of chaebol, rich, handsome & perfect man or woman in this drama..
They all are flawed..

Tuesday, 26 January 2016

Just Stupid Words

My dad told me that tears are just like urine.
It's bad for you to hold it back.
He said
"We must release them regularly. So they don't overflow.

I guess you haven't released your tears in a long time.


When I was going to art class, 
I didn't want to waste the paint. 
So, I used it sparingly. 
Do you know what happened? 
It became hard and clumpy. 
I didn't even use half of it and I had to throw it away. 

"Your heart and the paint is all the same. 
don't save it or it's going to get hard".